It's V-day!! ^-^

Being trapped in a 3-bedroom basement alone in a city where I barely know anybody sure isn't fun at all. Like normal people, I hate mondays! Who doesn't? Mondays are the days where I have 4 lectures, a lab, and a tutorial one after another with no break at all! It is also when I have to wake up at 5:30 in the morning just to drive here. And this valentine's day isn't helping at all. I don't know why v-day has to be on a MONDAY, with the addition of 3 exams I have this week. I guess I was meant to spend this year's valentine's by myself anyway.

Well, I guess if I look at it from the positive-point-of-view side, I am basically 1 week behind in my readings, plus a midterm tomorrow, a movie-dinner date wouldn't be such a great idea after all. Neglecting the fact that I just don't have anyone to spend v-day with this year, this "study" time could be a really good excuse not only for anyone, but also for myself.

Anyway, let's change the topic so I won't go too dramatic about this whole v-day thing, hehe.

A few of my friends have complained saying that my first blog was too long, not "blog-like", and it seems like I was promoting about biology. In fact, I love biology! So why not promote? :p

By the way, Sunday's worship was awesome! This is a statement I haven't said in long while. I am re-learning how to be satisfied with myself and with other people, how to look to God only and not other people, depend on God fully and not other people, etc. I said "re-learning" because I have accomplished many things that I didn't hold on to. I learned, and let go. I don't even remember how it felt and how stupid I was to let go of God. My friends, that is something you will never ever want to do. Trust me, to get back to where you were in your level of Christianity, or just simply to get back to God you used to is much much harder. I have to restrain myself from MANY things. I have developed different habits, different way of thinking, not letting God decide what to do, let my logical mind do the work, etc. I was surprised when God gave me a flashback of how it was compare to what I am today. But the wonderful thing about Jesus is that He was always there. When I didn't care about Him, He still cared about me. When I forgot about Him, He was still there calling me back. I couldn't help myself but cry knowing this.

Maybe another day I will share about what happened. But that is for another blog because right now I have to "skate" my way to school, hehe.

Happy Valentine's day everyone! Like Nat, one of the singers at my church, said, "Everyday should be V-day, not just today!" It is true, love one another whenever and where ever you are. Easier said than done, but hehe.. try your best!