Did I Make a Mistake?

Did I make a mistake when I chose to live at home and drive for an hour everyday to school? Did I make a mistake when I decided to stay close to my family and have them right beside me all the time? Because it seemed to me that when I'm far away from the people I love, then nobody will get hurt. I will never hurt them and they will never hurt me... *sigh*

Did I make a mistake when I let him have my heart? Did I make a mistakes when I chose to loosen up all my gears and follow him? Did I make a mistake when I chose to let my heart fall for him? Because it had been the biggest distraction in my life and my heart had been torned into pieces a million times...

Did I make a mistake when I do this? Did I make a mistake when I decided to do that? Did I make a mistake when I chose to be like this, and be like that? Is my life full of mistakes?

When would I learn to not make mistakes? When would I learn to learn from my mistakes?

*sigh*