Wednesday, February 28, 2007

Busy.. Busy.. Sibuk.. Sibuk..

Haiz.. midterm kok gak kelar2... I'm serious, my program has a never-ending midterm... once all midterms are done, 2 weeks later final exams start! T__T And I have 2 midterms in 1 week, plus assignments. The week I don't have any midterms, I have like 3 assignments due... hikssss... =(

Oh iyaa.. bad news.. I've decided to quit from Demetre.. the job that I love so much.. I'm pretty upset that I have to quit.. Many times I tell myself that I can handle it.. I can handle it.. I try to convince myself again and again.. that I can still handle it.. just ask for less shifts... but we all know that Mike will never give me less shifts.. he gave me less days, but added more hours/day.. and my marks are living proofs that I cannot handle work and school altogether. I guess I have a hard semester.. 2 Biology, 2 Chemistry and 1 Math. I don't know what I was thinking when I decided to get that job.. hmm, paying back OSAP, shopping money.. I don't know.. but I was pretty crazy.. but yea, maybe I will be able to get the job back in the summer. If Mike decides to hate me for quitting on him =( then I guess I'll find another part-timer..

I called Mike this morning to tell him that I cannot work anymore. I told him I want to come back in the summer... but he said that he can't wait for people all the time like that... well, I can understand his position... then he tried to convince me that work does not have anything to do with school.. and I said, it does.. because I have less time to study and I get very tired.. then he said that maybe I don't eat enough or don't get enough vitamins.. then he added that he sleeps for 3 - 4 hours a day, but he is never tired. And I'm like T___T I was literally speechless.. I mean, help me out.. I don't want to quit either.. but try to understand my position too.. So, he didn't want to listen to what I have to say and he said that we will talk on Saturday when I come for work. But I did ask him to not to schedule me next week. I hope I can come in this Friday to hand in my letter of resignation.

Wow.. lol.. what a crappy entry.. but it's okay.. I just need to rant..

Later Days!

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