I met a guy...

Hmmm.. I guess that title says it all. But, it's not that we're dating or anything. In fact, we haven't even gotten to know each other yet. But we met twice, and I think we both knew we have something for each other. Well, at least I know that I think he's kinda cute.

So here goes the story. Friday 2 weeks ago, I was hostess-ing at Caffe Demetre. He came with a friend and I sat them by the window, close to the hostess-ing podium. I kinda noticed that one of the two guys kept on staring at me ever since he came in. I thought I had something in my hair or something, because he couldn't keep his eyes off me. Deep down I already thought to myself that he's kinda cute. Well, he isn't the hottest guys I've ever met, but trust me, most hot guys I know are players! Besides, I'm not really 'into' those model-type hot guys. I like to think that they're hot, yes, but I don't think I'd go for them.

So, anyway.. Even though I have a thought in my head that he is cute, I didn't go any farther than that. So far, the guys that I like are either taken, or don't like me back. So, I just kind of let go of those thoughts.

BUTTTTTTTT..................... =D LOL! I was hostess-ing again the past Friday, and guess what.. HE CAME AGAIN! This time he came alone and he brought his work with him. He brought a book and papers. He came at the worst time actually. We had a HUGE line up when he came. Well, when he was lining up, he was already staring at me. Stupid me, at first I forgot that we met the past week already. But he kinda looked familiar. So I thought, is he Indonesian? Did I meet him somewhere but don't remember? I had thoughts along those lines.

It took me a goooooddd few minutes to realize that.... he's that guy that stared at me last week. (I honestly feel like a high-schooler right now... *sigh* my love life is pathetic =p) I was going back and forth, from one corner of the store to the other, and he kept on watching me. I started to feel a little uncomfortable, but at the same time, I kinda like the attention that he was giving me. But, I tried to act as normal as possible.

Because we were so busy, the wife of my boss took over hostess-ing while I help the waitress picking up dirty plates. And she sat him at the worst table ever!!! I kinda hoped that she would sit him in the corner, somewhere.. but he was sitting right at the center of the store.. and I practically walked back and forth in front of him!

I know that he actually tried to make a conversation with me. Whenever I was walking his way, he would stare at me like crazy as if he was trying to talk to me. I looked at him and smiled at times, but I didn't want to over-do it, you know what I mean. I noticed that one time, when I was near his area, he took out a piece of white envelope and he was holding a pen. Maybe he wanted to try to get my name or contact information. But, I was so scared that I pretended I didn't look at him. But, I saw it! =( It's just that... what if he really asked those questions, am I going to just give it to him?? I mean, a stranger that I just met from nowhere! Usually when strangers asked, I'd give my msn contact, but that's it. And I usually block them from my MSN anyway. =p But, this guy.. I wouldn't block or ignore him. I don't know.. those thoughts were just rushing in my head.

I'm actually kinda upset now that I don't work on Fridays anymore since I asked my boss to cut down my shifts. What if I don't see him anymore? When I was closing the store at 2 AM, I was hoping he'd come back, you know. Because, I think that if he actually asked for my contacts when I was working, I wouldn't have given it to him. I would probably act really cold towards him, because I'm trying to hide my own emotions, and at the same time, I don't want my co-workers to find out. I'm sure some of them did, cuz he was practically watching me wherever I go. But, if he came back and asked when there was limited people around, maybe I'd give in. =p

I don't think I like "like" him, but honestly I start thinking about him.. a lot. *blushes*

Ok Farah.. no more love story.. fun time's over, now it's time to get back to books!

Later Alligator!